20s Going On 40

Someone asked me just now.. what do I want in this life.. So here's my answer to you.


I'm a very simple person. I do have dreams and goals in this life. But my dreams and goals are not as biggg as others'.

All I want in this life is just to be happy and be moderate a little bit here and there. Okay, it sounded a bit cliché. But seriously, I don't really dream and plan to become a billionaire or a workaholic or a CEO of a really really big company or something.. or whatever la..

Well.. This might sound a bit unambitious or whatever la, to some of you.. But I don't really care.. I know what I want.

hmm...

So... What do I want?? (More like vision and mission.. hehe)

By the time I reach 25:
I want to have a job that I love, that pays well.
I don't want to be surrounded by debts, debts and debts!
I want to buy car with my own money.
I hope to khatam Quran for the third time.
I want to travel around the world(ceh, macam banyak duit jer.. haha) with friends, before I get married.
I must already know how to cook! (or at least on the way.. hehe)
I want to buy or pay something big(but still dunno what..hehe) to my parents. (Maybe a car? but I can't afford to buy a Brabus lah.. haha =P )
I want to possess at least one Chanel handbag. haha =P
I want to get a figure that I always wanted.
I want to be fit and healthy.
I hope by that time, I am already matured and always think and act rationally.
I must already memorized Surah Yasin (now only half of the surah..isk)
I want to learn to draw and design shoes.
I want to be willing to work extra hours for me to earn more and more money for me to prepare for my dream wedding. (tapi jodoh di tangan Tuhan..maka saya pun tak tahu lah bila saya akan kawin..haha)
I want to be so in love! hahah =P


By the time I reach 30:
I hope I am already married. haha =P
And have such a perfect honeymoonsss with my dear hubby =)
And before I reach 30, I must already have at least one beautiful child. (or maybe two.. tapi rezeki semua Allah yang tentukan..)
I hope by that time, I have better job that pays really well.
I hope I can pursue my studies somewhere either domestic or undomestic. (preferably somewhere undomestic la.. like UK ke.. to do my masters. hehe. But I got to find the money first la.. heh)
I hope I'm already an expert at kitchen! haha =P
I want to always cook for my family. (Just like my mum. I want to make breakfast and dinner everyday for my family even though I have a fulltime job..)
I don't want to be surrounded by debts, debts and debts!
I want to still have a nice figure.. hehe
I want to live in a condo first..
I want to solat jemaah with my family or husband at least once a day.. (subuh or maghrib or isyak ke..)
I want to design/sell shoes as my part time job and as a hobby.. hehe =P
I want to travel every year with my family! (Just like my dad did..hehe)
I want to be really in love with my husband! hehe =)


By the time I reach 35:
I hope I have another baby. =)
I don't want to work extra hours anymore. Not because I'm lazy, but because I have to have time for my family. (I don't want to become a busy woman! I want to be like my mum! Always have time to look after my family yet she worked from 8am to 5pm! Super woman, I tell you!)
I don't want to be surrounded by debts, debts and debts!
I want to live in a bigger house..
I want to have a bigger car. (To squeez my children in! haha)
I want to solat jemaah with my family or husband at least once a day.. (subuh or maghrib or isyak ke..)
I want to design/sell shoes as my part time job..or maybe open a shoe store..And name it Shoezwany hehe =P
I want to travel every year with my family! (Just like my dad did..hehe)
I want to bring my parents to travel with my family, if I have extraaa money...hehe =P
I want to be a cool and a fabulous mom. haha
I want to be really in love with my husband! hehe =)


By the time I reach 40:
I still want the same thing.. =)



hmm..well... I can't think of anything else right now.. I don't really know what I want, 20 years from now.. This is just a girl who's in her early 20s talking..haha =P

Of course, this is just my dreams and goals in life.. (and there are some other things too, but I don't want to write it here..).
And so it is easily said than to be done.. but InsyaAllah, I will try to fulfill each and every word I said..if God permits me to do so.. =)

-Wassalam-

XOXO,
S.