Tomorrow is The Day!

Well..after been studying in IIUM for a whole 5 freaking years..tomorrow is the day to celebrate it! hehe. It's my convocation ceremony y'all! =)

Oh well.. I don't really feel excited and happy actually.. haha. Pelik gila! Orang lain semua excited..aku je tak. Takde la rasa tak happy. tapi takde jugak rasa happy.. Dia rasa biasa je.. Macam takde perasaan..heeee ;p

Well..I think it's because first, I have studied in UIA for far too long (1 year Matric in PJ, and 4 years degree in Gombak), that I don't really feel the excitement of graduating nowww.. Yelah, lama sangat kotttt! Dah basi dahh..hahaha.. ;p
Sebab dari dulu tak sabar sangat nak keluar from UIA...but now when the time comes, dah takde perasaan sangat sebab..Perasaan tu dah luput dah..haha

Hmm..oh well, secondly, it could also be because of the robe, I think! haha Look at the color! Blearghhh. What is thattt? Blue? Green? Turquoise? Hulk? I want black robe! Baru la nampak professional! heee. Okay Wani. Jangan gedix pleaseeee ;p (Dah la tak matching with my hot pink Kurung Modern from Jedan tuu. tskkk.
And thirdly because, I simply don't really like studying there.. (I realized that since Matric actually..but too afraid to speak up and tell daddy and mommy. Oh well, nevermind. Dah habis belajar dah pun.. And actually, UIA wasn't too bad after all. It's just me.... - Mengada sangat. haha ;p
But I also glad, that by studying in UIA, I have found my soul sisters, Nazirah Ishak. Love you mucho!)


Anyways.. I'm gonna say it now.. (I don't want you to think that I'm a freak for hating my own convocation day or whateverr..hehe..) Well... yes, I AM happy to have finally graduated from IIUM (Woohoo!)..
But this kinda thing would also make me feel like, Oh God...this is it..

This is the starting point of my life.

I'm an adult now. Geeeshhh.. Even the thought of it makes me sick. I hate to be a grown up.. =S
I have to be on my own noww.. I have responsibilities. Commitments. Bills to pay and stuff.. Work, work and workkk like a dog! Heeeeekkkk... Tak best nya dah besar!!! =(


Ok dah. Tu je nak bagitahu..



P/s: Hmm...I wonder will I get any flowers from anyone, tomorrow? Saya suka Calla Lilies and Daisy Gerbera. bagi la saya, bagi laaaa.. Anyone?? haha. Banyak pulak cekadak dia. Bunga Raya sudahhhh..hehe ;p



XOXO,
S.