When Being Sick Is Not A "Fun Thing" Anymore..

When I was in my school/university days, I used to like being sick... It's like being sick is a fun thing. (Because I get to skip classes and watch movies all day!) In fact sometimes I really wish I am so ill, just so I can skip classes! haha. Back then, getting a medical certificate was such a happy moment to me, (It's like getting a degree certificate feeling! LOL ;p). The minute the doctor signed the paper and said, "Okay..I'll give you a rest for a few days kay?", I want to jump up and down immediately! - But of course, I did not do that..

But now... Not anymore. Being sick is the last thing that I want right now... I can't do anything much.. Everything felt so uncomfortable, I want to screammmm! =(

I've been sick for two days now.. I don't know what happened. One minute I was okay..and the next minute my body was shivering so badly, and I feel so cold.. And felt like I wanted to faint.. Checked my blood pressure, it was low..and my body temperature is 38.5 since yesterday's evening. Tskk.. I don't know from whom I got this from. Could be our Bibik. She's sick, by the way. Hurmm..

I tried taking sleeping pills last night..because I can't sleep. It was too painful. Physically, mentally and emotionally painful. I don't like the feeling. Everything felt so uneasy! Therefore, I took sleeping pill to make me doze off easily.. And maybe I'm gonna take one tonight as well just so I won't feel the pain so much and sleep easily.. - My blood pressure still low (83/49) and I've vomited 4 times today =(


God...I hate fever.


P/s: Such a sad thing to start my new year! =(



XOXO,
S.